not close to enough

God’s goodness
time and time again
you SURPRISE me
as if I haven’t experienced it alike before

Why?

Is it because of my parents?
Who            Didn’t            Give             Me                Everything?

Who didn’t/couldn’t/wouldn’t give me the desires of my heart

Who wouldn’t know the desires of my heart
or how to give them to me

God – who is SO BIG – breathed the stars in existence, knew me in the womb, claims life is lived “to the fullest” through himself – is MORE than the Creator of the Universe and me.

When I ask – he gives me my desires and answers them

Like he has nothing else more important to do
Like he has no other more holy people to attend to
Oh God of love, thank you

God of LOVE
You are so good to me
One day I hope I can express my gratitude in a way that makes a mark on your pie chart.

Because…
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Just isn’t close to enough.